For Anne...

Two minds together as one.
From the beginning of day
Until the night is done.
Knowing the other like oneself,
Connected in the mind today and forever,
Loving the other completely
And ceasing to love never.
A soulmate that is.
A mile or thousands of miles
May separate with distance
Longer than is the Nile
But no matter how far your soulmate is,
You are close and together in the heart;
In tune and close are the spirits,
"Til death do us part."
A soulmate that is.

Have I done enough for myself?

I always ask this question everyday. Is it enough. Have I done enough?
Is my solah accepted by Allah. Is my takwa enough?

Oh Lord, please grant your mercy on me. I know I cannot stand hell fire.
Please let me answer the questions of Mungkar and Nangkir correctly.
Let my grave be wide, let me sleep like I am lying my mother's lap.
Let the feel of heaven be at my head and let my sleep be the shortest sleep
before we wake up for Judgement day at the field of Mashyar.

Let my scales be heavy on the right side and allow me my lord to accept
my book with my right hand. Let me smell the smell of heaven, grant me
my Lord the Prophet SAW's syafaat and allow me to drink from his well.
Let me cross the thin line swiftly and do not allow me to fall into the pit of hell.

Let me meet my father at the gate of Heaven with my maiden mother. Let us
be united together at last. Allow him oh the Lord of the Worlds, the opportunity
to see Dayyan and Sarah. Let him smile the best of smile, my Lord.

Oh my Lord, grant me strength to continue this live. Allow me to complete the
Jihad, at least before You summon me. We need to the best of Ummah, we haven't
be the Ummah. How will the Prophet SAW feels if he knows that his Ummah is so daif.
Oh Lord, please remove the corruptions from our hearts. Show us again and again the path
of truth and righteousness.

I pray that our Ummah is united, not to be split....help me my Lord.

For my soul mate.

It has been a wonderful 4 years with you. I couldn't imagine
how time flies. You have presented with Dayyan and Sarah.
I was there when you struggled between life and death for
Sarah to be born to this world. Words cannot describe
my love for you for being so brave. I was so afraid of losing
you my soul mate.

Next year, we will walk the aisle of the world again.
Hopefully we can go back to the place where we left our hearts behind.
We need to bring it back. Back to that place we were supposed to visit.
But this time, we will bringing the extension of our love, our two beautiful
children. One will be doing the talking while another will be doing the singing!

Is that wonderful for the both of us?....

I saw KIA today

Not the Rokiah you dreamt you horny bastard!

It is the new Kia Carens 2007 CUV, for definition, please checkout your KIA cookbook.

Dream car? Geez, I got so many dream car. Anyway looks like affordable except.....
I can't afford it yet. Maybe one day when our bidadari sales hit a million dollars..

Meanwhile......dream on.

Love prevails...

Yes, I meant that.

I am taking this opportunity to say to Anne:

"Whatever happens Adinda, Kekanda will always love you.
Despite our flaws, love prevails over everything. I declare
my love for you till the end of time. If I am to go, please do
not shed tears for me. I will be waiting for you by the door of
Heaven. We will be together someday. Our love is eternal.
Our ties are binding forever..I love you Anne:"

Well, here I am 2 in the morning doing Sunday migration. Haha, what the hecks.

Okay I did mentioned I wanted to tell about Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical.
Yes, I was there, it was AWESOME. The light show, props and of course the cast and of
course it was held at yours truly Esplanade, Singapore answer to Sydney opera house(What's that btw?)

I know I had mentioned this. It is worth it to be ahead of the pack if you want something badly.
I told Anne to get tickets early, yes I heard people screaming for tixs! Too bad I didn't sell mine.
Being an opera newbie, we didn't get it early no thanks to traffic. Imagine we have to run, bump into wrong place just to get to door 2. Haha! Well, I though we are going to the side stalls instead Anne bought the main course. Row L seat 3 & 4. Well, damn near the stage or whatever u called it.

Yes, the show started late, around 8.10pm but the opening was spectacular. Can you imagine from a backdrop, the dancers started to appear! Wow, that my son favorite word!
First to appear was AC Mizal, aka Gusti Adipati. So typical the King of last time. His words
are commands. You don't defy the Adipati haha. Well you know Majapahit was threatened by Demak. He was desperately seeks help from Melacca and presto Tiara made her appearance soon enough to cheers of the house.

And can you believe it when she mistaken Jebat for Tuah.....enuff said. I got to go to work! To be continued....

Upcoming trip to Port Dickson aka PD

Oh yeah, the clan is going up north to Port Dickson aka PD.
Ok for the uninitiated, it is a stretch of beach with resorts, hotels and whatever
you name in Negeri Sembilan, West Malaysia.

I won't lie to say I am not excited. Firstly, it is a chance to be at KL,
my second home and I am passing through my fourth home, Melaka.
Everytime I pass by Gunung Ledang, my hearts ache. How can
a sultanate just wither away for good? In it golden days, it controlled
the best part of Nusantara. Now, where is this hegemony?
Or I beg to ask, where is that unity?

Perhaps, when I open the brown bag of HISTORY and visits those places,
God willing, the answers can be found.

Food for Thoughs

Here I am, sitting down, writing my first blog. Kinda sleepy, been to the opening
of Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical. So awe inspiring! More about that when I go
ONLINE again.

Tomorrow I shall be seeing the kids. Now that is something I look forward to.
I can imagine Dayyan comical behaviour, Sarah's tantrum. What a day to look forward to.

Hey I got pix of the musical to look to. Ha ha ha!

Too bad some people can't get tickets. Like I say, u gotta be ahead of the wolf packs!

Now, I got some research to look into. Hang Tuah, the Malacca Sultanate, Majapahit Demak...
wander I never took history seriously.....

Should go to ARTS steam in 1988......