Baby

Baby,

I know we lost you on Thursday 16th April. Mommy said she was bleeding. We don't know why
but we knew something was wrong when the nurse said you have no heartbeat.

I know it was difficult but GOD is great, HE knows better and HE loves you more....and you were....sigh...

Till we meet in a place where there is no pain, a place called PARADISE where there are rivers of milk and honey......By the gate of heaven, I know you will greet me.........

Asbilah

Rest in peace, Brother.
You have gone to the other side.
There is no turning back.
I can only pray for you.
The times we spent together,
I will treasure forever.
Till we meet....

Love Poems for A Wife

You're like a bone in my spine
Who I love for life
The flesh of my flesh
And my partner in life.

For me to have and to hold
For better or for worse.
To love and to cherishT
hough we might fight and curse.

Be I richer or poorer,
'Till death makes us part,
I will give you great portions
Of my soul and my heart.

If the Lord decides
to take me away,
At the gate of Firdhaus
I shall await.

She Finally Got Her 3A

Yes, that is right. She has obtained her Class 3A license. According to LTA, she is entitled any
motor vehicle no more than 1.5 tonnes with an automatic tranmission. In short any automatic car and she is clamouring me to get a rental car!

LAWAN TETAP LAWAN

It means we will fight to the end, my friends. It is said that the pen is mightier than the sword. It has proven in the last Malaysia GE. UMNO didn't pay much to the internet, I think they are counting how many ringgits they have hidden in their secret bank accounts, so caught up with their harta karun that they didn't learn a simple thing called the Internet. Thanks for the concerted efforts of people like Raja Petra Kamaruddin, the folks of Malaysia wised up and send a pile of rocks towards the UMNOputras.

As abusive and low class they can be, they charged about the poor fella with a crime of sedition. How many time must Malays be doing this sandiwara? From the sultan of old times till now, we keep hearing the same old bullshit story, Sultan got a bunch of ministers, ministers not happy with a general, told the Sultan a pack lies, general got executed. The kind of drama mama still being played in this century, making me not proud of being a Malay.

I just got a few words for that Oxy-ford moron, Khairy and the other shit eaters, just count your money and forget about your sins but remember you will reap what you sow on this life in the after-life. Mark my word!

and to RPK, FIGHT TETAP FIGHT!

Pardon my language, those shit eaters really make me shit this morning.

Down but not out!

I was down with the bug on May Day. I struggled with the Maths lesson
for the kids. I had temperature at 40 degrees celcius. I can feel my balls
really warm down there. The night was worse, kinda hallucinating. I couldn't
tell truth or not......but the worse was over in two days.....

Monday Blues

I started the day with awful stomach cramps. I have been crapping since
1900 hours the day before. I didn't enjoy the talaqqi class, I had a cold stomach.
Maybe the maccaroni was too strong me, that is the price I had to pay.

Finally left to work with the cramp in the tummy and needle piercing pain on the left foot.
Unfortunately, the darned pac server chose to die at a wrong time. Good thing Joey-san
was there to help out. I realized Brucey wasn't coming in today. Hope the day turns out positive.
I had to trade today and I haven't done any TA.

I took sometime to study MY political landscape. It seems today is the opening session of MY Parliament. That is great, I am sure the knives and daggers will come out. I think
the TIDOR man won't last long and that OXYMORON SIL will do capital flight.
You can't believe how much money this guy has lined up. Out of nowhere, he can purchase millions dollars of shares? Kinda suspicious but as my Bro as always say "Inilah masa untuk dia sapu" which means this is the best time for him to plunder the treasury while TIDOR man is still around.

I had invited him for a one on one chat session. It seems his balls were too small for a man
with big ambitions. Even his running dog, Jinggo, didn't bother to reply, well he got no dick anyway.

To

My Dearest Anne,

Soon it will be our fifth year together. I just want to say that I am looking forward for that day. I love you, as always.

If..

I have chosen a simple life in the 1990s, I wander what would life be? I have never chosen material wealth. I do not love this material world unlike the many people I know. For me, whatever is happening in this world are just are meant to distract you from achieving your real objectives. As you know, we are looking forward to the Afterlife. I don't understand the pursuit of material wealth by so many people? Is is necessary?

God has promised us the rewards if we are submissive towards Him. Unfortunately, many of us chose to rebel. Premarital sex, booze,drugs, you name it. It makes us look like animal sometimes.

I really regret my freewheeling way of the 90s, I admitted that I wasn't that good. I really used to be that good but somehow, I was really distracted by Yati.Is this is case of love blinded by lust? I don't know, I can't turn back the clock.By dwelling on the past, it makes me really sad. I don't dwell on it. There are timesI encountered her and I wanted to yell at her but to be frank, I was guilty too.

If I have not chosen this work of mine, I rather be a lorry driver. It is really fun drivingthose lorry when I chose to rent one last time. Anyway, I got two work years before I hit the one million dollars mark....

To My Dearest Son, Abdul Dayyan

I just want to say Daddy loves you very much. Daddy is trying to correct all
the financial problem we are having. Rest assured, Daddy is raising money via
passive income, Daddy just started on Forex and still mastering it.

With God guiding us, we will be successful. Hopefully we can have a mechanical
horse so that we can bring you and little sister home every night.
You know the one they called Mazda 2 version 2. Mommy can check out here,

http://www.caradvice.com.au/1554/new-generation-mazda-2/ or Mazda 6

http://www.autoexpress.co.uk/news/spyshots/202345/mazda_6.html

but Daddy still think a Vanquish will suits we boys just nice:

http://www.astonmartin.com/configurator/vanquish.asp?td=VR&x=13&y=9

My Four Street Wise Cats (Part Two)

I know I have not been logging recently. My fault, in realityI am preparing to transit to Verizon Business, hence the tardiness in updating the blog.

Anyway let me talk about that later, let me introduce you to Kuntit.She is extra big black and white cat, I don't know what genes she has. It seems she is imposing and one tough cookie. I called her Kuntit cos the night before I was watching this Indon movie about some dukun and she is called Kuntit. Well, the name kinda stuck on that silly cat.

Just like the rest, she has the habit of stalking me, occasionallyshe will come to my place and meow all over asking for a quick tuna dinner.Well, that is her but I really really puzzle to what happened to her.She just disappeared overnight. I suspect that lady on the third floor took Zack and Kuntitto her new home. I hope she is happy with her surroundings.

That leads me to the last cat, Zorro. Zorro has black furs covering her her facewhich resembles like Zorro! Ha ha ha,Zorro is not so accomodating or friendlylike the rest. Maybe she has a reserved character but the good thing is that I see her often.

Didn't I tell you there is two new comers to the block. I called them Whiteheart and Strippy....

My Four Street Wise Cats ( Part One)

When I moved in to my wife place in Tampines back in December 2002, I was pleasantly surprised to find a number of well fed cats loitering at the void deck. I was immediately smitten by them. I don't have any picture of them.

I can remembered clearly Zack, the young male cat, who is trying to be the dominant one.
When I saw him for the first time, he has the aura of charisma and confidence. He is a strong cat too, when I fed him chicken drumlets, he tored it into half with his teeth immediately and I can hear the crunching sound he made. Must be hungry, I thought. He even bullied the madame of the quartet, Hitam. Unfortunately, Zack disappeared from the block. I suspected that the lady on the 3rd floor brought him to her near home. Good bye old friend, you always been a fighter in my eyes.

Hitam means black in my native tongue. There is really something common about the cats, I will definitely let you know about that later. She is well fed, amiable and reserved female. Zack likes to bully her, like grabbing her from behind. Luckily, she has that part removed else I will be watching XXX rated scene in front of me! Occasionally she likes to rub my legs when I reach home in the evening. I still see her sometimes resting at the stairs and she still recognized me all these years. She purred affectionately whenever I stroked her. I think she has taken abode with one the kind folk of the block, hopefully.

To be continued.......

My 10 Ukhrawi Objectives

I, Noraschid bin Abdul Ghani Al-Haj, being a slave of ALLAH, the Supreme Being in the whole universe, hereby declared my ten Ukhrawi Objectives:

1. I will contribute to the building of Darul Quran at MKS.

2. I will built a mosque so that the Lord can reward me with a house in Jannah.

3. I will khatam Quran again this year and every six months for the year.

4. I will be a tahfiz before I turn 36.

5. I will equipped my wife and children with proper Islamic knowledge based on the Quran and Sunnah.

6. I will built a foundation for Muslims. We will never be trampled on again, Insya Allah.

7. I will raise the porverty level of Muslims in the world. Poverty will be history!

8. I will master the knowledge of curing humans using Al Quran verses.

9. I will raise myself again so that I reach the point when my taqwa is strengthened.

10. I will use my knowledge of Quran reading, to benefit me. This will be three things that can get me to Jannah.

Insya Allah.

My 10 Objectives (The outcome so far)

1. To have my first online business by August 2008.
- I have source a book in Malaysia. I need to plan the details for it. The good
thing is I found Din, an old friend, to help design the page.

2. To have multiple income stream by December 2008.
- I am still waiting

3. To be a millionaire by the age of 36, if Irfan can do it, so can I!
- Ustaz Saad will teach us the fundamentals this Friday. Insya Allah, in 8 months the road.
I surely can beat Fadzli.

4. To be the exclusive distributor of Liverpoolfc.tv products in South East Asia by June 2008.
- This is going nowhere, no email from them but HarunYahya.com has replied. I am setting
up a website to create awareness that Islam is a religion of peace!

5. To be a forex expert, starting this July Insya Allah with the relevant information in hand, by December 2008.
- This is an implosion! Starting soon!

6. To invest 6K in global emerging market in equities by September 2006 and be investor savvy by February 2008.
- I am meeting mh advisor today!

7. To reduce my debts by 20K by July 2008.
- I be a millionaire by then!

8. To invest 50K in sales of the house in land banking, with breaking even every 4 years so that I can send my two lovely childrens to UK to study medicine.
- I haven't started yet!

9. To have a foundation for the needy, oprhaned and less priveleged people with no regards to religion,race or geopgraphical location, this will be my stock to Jannah.
- This will be dependent of all the rest. Anyway I started my giro for Kg Melaka Mosque for a start!

10. To have a big 4 storey bungalow in Johor, with 26 acres of land, a garage to store my Auston Martin,Toyota Estima MPV, a cute car for dear wife, swimming pool on the second floor with a dining room facing it.third storey will be the sleeping area for everyone and the fourth will be our love nest, with a veranda for us to have breakfast facing dawn.
- Forget about Auston Martin, it is going to be Mercedes Mclaren F1 SLR and Ssanyong Stavic!

HOTA

Three Fridays ago, we were hearing on Friday sermons about the plight of Muslims who are suffering from organ failure. Sigh, while our hearts feel for them, we are also wandering why are they in such a pitiful state? Aren't we supposed to take care of our health? Isn't health is wealth?

What irks me to write this post is that Friday prayers are being used to advance government agenda. Three weeks ago, they, being the esteemed ustazs and imams, were talking about organ failure and donation and yesterday the news came out that we can be include d in HOTA. You know what it means, I have to opt out of HOTA if I don't want my body to be dismembered later. Is this correct? Friday sermons being used to advance government agenda.

If you want people to know about HOTA, they should let the state interferes in Islam. What we want to hear for Friday sermon is all about Islam, not some government agenda. We are seeing Friday sermons being used for political and personal agenda. That is terribly wrong.

Melayu Tipu, Melayu Ditipu

Stuck a raw nerve anywhere?

U bet cos a friend of mine called me up yesterday explaining that if I invest CPF money, I can get some kopi money. I called that daylight robbery. There are many cases out there. Let me tell you a story, let us called this service provider, S. S informed a potential customer, B that he can get around 200 to 300 if he invests his CPF. Sounds good? In actual fact, what S is trying to do is that he is trying to get his quota filled for the year. S's company will set him some objectives for the year. Assuming his quota is 100K, and he is is really short of time to make that target but he sure can make up by asking people to invest their CPF. Assuming B parted 6OK of his CPF to S's company and S gladly part him 600 quids for that who will be the winner in the long run?

S will make his quota for 100K and will be paid accordingly, will it be 600 quids? I doubts so, it will be many times that, plus the amount he earned now will be multiplied down the roads. Who is the loser? B, cos if S is not smart enough, any of portfolios that he sinks the money too will be going down the drain. As we know S is only a service provider, not someone who is money wise trained in the fine arts of money investments. Even a semi pro like me can make that small mistakes, how can S be trusted to make monies for B?

In the long run, S going to get his Mercs while B be probably riding his kapchai. There are many cases going on and still Melayu got smoked again and again by Melayu........and in the end we all Melayu lagi......

Quilt

Seems the quilts are expensive products? Can it be sustain?
I doubt so but worth pursuing later. Now we are exploring other items:

Quran for kids, basically I am searching for materials we can sell to the masses
for teaching their kids about the reading of Al Quran. Insya Allah, we will try
Wisma Indah and Haji Hashim area on Wednesday.

Quilt

Seems, I need to work all things my way. I am be going off to suntec this afternoon for a quest to find a quilt maker.

We need hand made, special, customized quilt. Hopefully I can spring something.

Quilt

We are in the midst of launching our first online business, quilt sales.

If you are interested in quilt, you can visit our online store. Unfortunately, the store is not ready yet. I am in the midst of selecting a service provider.

For this, I have yet to give a name, quilt-maker.com maybe?

I will approached a lady with wifey help, roping her products to be displayed on the net. We have a potential 1 billion customer, custom hand made quilt for the masses.

Marriage

I realized lately that many of my friends marriage didn't last, function or brewing trouble. It is true that every marriage will have its ups and downs, however it is compromise that moves the marriage along.

You will only know the person true colours only after you started to live with him or her.
Only then, you will know whether you have made the right decision, there is no such thing as a perfect partner, only emotional, tacky and insensible human being in front of you. Sometimes you need that that partner needs a good kick up up her or his ass, only to realized that it is not the solution.

I truly believe in compromise but sometimes you just need to tell the other party that something is not right. Sometimes, being silent helps.

For Kyn,Srichantique and Nina,

Do not despair and lost hope. That is very wrong. Tears won't solve your problems but your doa to HIM will be a starting point. Look inside yourself, see if there is any soul. Start to love yourself and tell yourself you need to be pampered too. Don't forget your LORD, never forget your prayers and when times are bad, open the Holy Book, the answers are there.

To my dear wife, do not be content with being yourself. Change your outlook and get out of your comfort zone. I did and things are changing slowly and surely for the better.