Friday, December 1, 2006

Have I done enough for myself?

I always ask this question everyday. Is it enough. Have I done enough?
Is my solah accepted by Allah. Is my takwa enough?

Oh Lord, please grant your mercy on me. I know I cannot stand hell fire.
Please let me answer the questions of Mungkar and Nangkir correctly.
Let my grave be wide, let me sleep like I am lying my mother's lap.
Let the feel of heaven be at my head and let my sleep be the shortest sleep
before we wake up for Judgement day at the field of Mashyar.

Let my scales be heavy on the right side and allow me my lord to accept
my book with my right hand. Let me smell the smell of heaven, grant me
my Lord the Prophet SAW's syafaat and allow me to drink from his well.
Let me cross the thin line swiftly and do not allow me to fall into the pit of hell.

Let me meet my father at the gate of Heaven with my maiden mother. Let us
be united together at last. Allow him oh the Lord of the Worlds, the opportunity
to see Dayyan and Sarah. Let him smile the best of smile, my Lord.

Oh my Lord, grant me strength to continue this live. Allow me to complete the
Jihad, at least before You summon me. We need to the best of Ummah, we haven't
be the Ummah. How will the Prophet SAW feels if he knows that his Ummah is so daif.
Oh Lord, please remove the corruptions from our hearts. Show us again and again the path
of truth and righteousness.

I pray that our Ummah is united, not to be split....help me my Lord.

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