I have chosen a simple life in the 1990s, I wander what would life be? I have never chosen material wealth. I do not love this material world unlike the many people I know. For me, whatever is happening in this world are just are meant to distract you from achieving your real objectives. As you know, we are looking forward to the Afterlife. I don't understand the pursuit of material wealth by so many people? Is is necessary?
God has promised us the rewards if we are submissive towards Him. Unfortunately, many of us chose to rebel. Premarital sex, booze,drugs, you name it. It makes us look like animal sometimes.
I really regret my freewheeling way of the 90s, I admitted that I wasn't that good. I really used to be that good but somehow, I was really distracted by Yati.Is this is case of love blinded by lust? I don't know, I can't turn back the clock.By dwelling on the past, it makes me really sad. I don't dwell on it. There are timesI encountered her and I wanted to yell at her but to be frank, I was guilty too.
If I have not chosen this work of mine, I rather be a lorry driver. It is really fun drivingthose lorry when I chose to rent one last time. Anyway, I got two work years before I hit the one million dollars mark....